Tuesday, July 20, 2021

Trust

 Having had trust issues for as long as I can remember, it's sad that that very thing could be used against me. My past issues have been compared and are called "not as important as other issues". Defending a friend does not give one the right to stoop to the level of insulting another person and saying hurtful things, but why is it that some people do not understand? I was once very petty as a person and posted very immature stuff to "get back" at my past friends, but I learned my lesson once I turned 21 that not everyone I'm in the company of is as civil and dignified, as I have tried to turn myself into now. There are people who will do anything to prove themselves as being right, but does that mean they're right? I'm told that I have ruined someone's life, purely because I chose to get out of a toxic situation instead of sitting in it and being miserable. This is all somehow made into being my fault, because of course why wouldn't it be? Sometimes I wonder why I care so much about what everyone thinks about me, because let's be honest, these ones are gone from my life the minute they talk to me like this. There's lies about me that are being believed, but only the true ones know the truth :)